For some reason my resolve has returned. Like any good alcoholic (or in this case-Starbucks-a-holic) I am kicking my morning ridiculously huge frapp.
I woke up. I did a kitchen clean. I made an orange juice and protein powder with a splash of milk and a hit of iced tea (a girls gotta have some caffeine). It was actually quite tasty despite the blow out experience I had with my blender.
at 11:30 I had the hungries and went back upstairs (working for my lunch don't you know) and had and ounce of cheddar and an apricot.
So the dilemma is..do I get to have an afternoon coffee or not? I will let you know how I hold out.
My weight is sitting at 179. 180 has become quite stable and unacceptable. I know that I have gotten stealth about getting calories in. I am pretty sure a fill will not solve my problems. It is up to me now.
xxxooo
Living with a lapband after seeing goal is just as much work as getting there. This blog chronicles my journey to qualify for band surgery, my work to goal weight and now living with the band long term. Weight will always be an issue but there is a whole lot of living to be done.
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